Tummy troubles and silenced children.

Your tummy always hurts, you're fine.Adults around me "My tummy hurts..." - Me as a child.Adults around me - "Your tummy always hurts, you're fine.""My stomach hurts." - Me as a teen.Adults around me - "Your stomach always hurts, you're fine.""Ugh, I'm bloated and feel like crap." - Me as an adult.Adults from my childhood … Continue reading Tummy troubles and silenced children.

I can’t write.

I wanted to make sure to to post every week but I'm struggling. I have a few drafts started but can't seem to finish them. I can't focus and I'm getting frustrated to the point of screaming. So I figured I would at least share why I haven't posted... Because at least that's something, right? … Continue reading I can’t write.

I will not be silenced again…

I have not touched this blog in a very long time... For several reasons. The main one being anxiety. Now I am back and cringing at my old post Change (Which I just had to remove because in working on my blog layout, it republished it as if it were new)... Unfortunately, I let people … Continue reading I will not be silenced again…

He tells her to cry…

She's so sad. Every day she holds back the tears. The tears want to escape but she smiles instead. Sometimes she gets frustrated and angry because the tears won't leave her alone. She snaps at everyone and pushes everyone away. Not wanting them to see the tears. Yet he holds her. He holds her tight. … Continue reading He tells her to cry…